I'm tired of always being judged. I don't understand. I guess i just feel like i have to be a certain way and thats why i'm not confident...i don't wanna be like that nemore and no one seems to understand. I wanna be able to wear somethin that may look totally insane but i honestly like it but because i fear that ppl with say somethin or whatever....i stick it back in my closet. I'm too tenderhearted and i know it and it sucks. I know it isn't easy to be like WOOSH...here i am, if you like it, take it, if not...oh well. Or maybe it is easier than i think i'm just making it harder than it is...*Sigh* Why do i always have to make stuff confusing and complicated. I wanna be able to stand up and speak and not feel like ppl are constantly judging me and lookin down on me. The only label i want...is Stephanie.

...It won't be like this much longer.

*People can't easily see who i really am cause i'm scared to see myself.*